Life....

Goes on....
Nothing much to report...got the all clear on my eye....all the precancerous cells have been taken out and I just need to have regular mole checkups to make sure there is nothing iffy about any of them...oh joys!!!
My husband is a pain in the arse (as usual) we have a weird relationship..some days I see us as that little old couple on the beach hand in hand celebrating our 5oth anniversary other days I think of jail sentences because I feel like throttling him. Is that typical?? I guess so, after nearly 20years of marriage it's only normal I suppose ( I hope :) )
My kids....well they're kids....a 16 year old that thinks she's older some days and acts like a 5 year old others, a 14 year old who wishes her older sister didn't treat her the way she does, a 12year old who really hates being the only boy in the family and an 8 year old who...well she's still sweet but boy can she whine.....
I love them all the pieces but can't help wondering what it would be like to be single and fancy free every now and then.....but been there done that and would I really at my age want that? I think it might be a very lonely existence....