Feeling positive

Like this change in my mood...a long time coming I guess but hopefully it's a step in the right direction and everything will improve as my mood does

Loser?? No more!!!!

Was feeling down about myself, about everything, all I wanted to do was lay on the couch, sleep, eat, watch TV, read and do nothing else. Put up a great pretense when everyone was home, but the seven hours during the day when I was alone that is what I was doing....and even then with no major enjoyment of what I was doing!!!
Depression? Maybe bordering on it, I didn't spend all day crying although some days I probably could have but I've snapped out of it....or at least I hope I have and I feel like I am ready to get on with life and find my way to making things better...to make me feel good about myself and what I am doing with my life and where I am going!!!!
Today is the first day of the rest and best of my life!!!!