I've had enough....

of husbands....mine in particular.....I'm so sick of him being negative, not communicating and generally being a pain in the butt....
I'm so sick of him being worked up by something totally different and if I make a suggestion even if it is stupid and really not going to work he gets all worked up and has a hissy fit like a two year old!!!!
I'm sick of him asking a question and then not liking the answer especially if it's a simple thing like "I don't know" when I really don't and he gets riled wanting to know why I don't know......I HATE IT!!! And I swear to God I'd like to strangle him some day....no that would be too nice...hang him by his toes and torture him slowly like he's doing to me today.....
And I sometimes wonder why I don't drink.....probably because I would enjoy the oblivion a little too much and do it too often.....but I will grin and bear it and murder him a few times over in the novels I plan on writing!!!!!

An expensive day...

and not on really exciting things.
The kids go back to school next week so it was money on school books $350(already spent $180 at the end of last year on them) $220 on school fees(paid $200 already and have another $400 to go) and $150 on my son's glasses....thank goodness for private health insurance otherwise that would have been another $250....YIKES...
Gee I'm sure I could have spent $720 on more enjoyable things....but.....got to be done ....going to try and be better organised this year and pay them ahead of time so I don't have that post Christmas panic about where I am going to find all the money especially as I have three in high school next year!!!!

Golden Globes

watched the event on television the other day and wondering what the movies are like that won most as they haven't been down here yet!!!
Seen a couple of movies over the school holidays...Just Like Heaven, The Chronicles of Narnia and Nanny McPhee...enjoyed them all...even though two of them were aimed at children.
But then again anything with Colin Firth in is worth watching in my book....

Back at karate

after the holiday break and it felt damned good.
That is another part of my life that I am really pleased about and I want to progress even further this year. I'm kicking myself that I didn't start earlier...I kept saying to myself that when I lose weight I'll join etc etc and I never did(never lost the weight either....:( ) but since starting I'm impressed with how well I've done...even lost weight (30lbs or nearly 15 ks) could have done a lot better and still planning on losing a lot more(had way to much to start with) but I'm determined...I see a black belt in my future....not sure how far into the future that is but I'm going to get one!!!!

2006 already

WOW where did 2005 go?
Looking back on the year was I happy with everything I have done?
Mmmmmm, I guess for the most part!!!
I had a great trip to Tasmania with friends and a fantastic trip to the US where I made more...
I did well in karate achieving my greeen belt and partcipating in the GKR world cup which was great fun...
I had fun with my family...and they all had successful years which I was very proud of....
I kept the weight off that I lost...and this is where it begins to slip...I didn't lose as much as I should have done because....well there are no excuses...
I let myself slide into a little depression where I felt so totally useless and that kind of swamped me for quite some time....but hopefully with my new attitude to everything I won't slip down that slippery slope again!!!!
2006 is going to be a wonderful year....I just know it!!!!